I am trapped in some kind of prison
is this hell I don't know
all around me are dumb and on drugs
they don't know how great i was
they don't see how Great i still am
even now
46
old and balding
they laugh
and smoke their drugs
they laugh
and fools they hug
I am trapped in God's perfect prison
where ever i go
they don't Love
the best that they do
is throw bones
of occaisional good deeds
that make them feel good
and hopefully me
but I flee
its too late now
for Love
it's right on time
for goodbye
and when this shits all over, I'll never talk
to any of them again
they never supprted me now
they never supported me then
oh they cry
and they say they do and they did
but they'd rather sniff coke
AND BE BROKE
and inhale greens
and scheme
they'd rather vote left
and give to the poor
those welfare whores
and then
quickly forget them
and smile and move on
and go walk Rover
and when all of this shit's all over
I'll never talk to any of them
again
not my family
and none of my so called friends
they're not friends
they don't cry or love
they're not brilliant art
with a heart
they just inhale drugs
and cry out for help
and love
and I give none
and that's how God does it
He puts us in hell first
down here on earth
we suffer
then we die and go to hell
all over again
and we get no real respect
again and again
no regard and no true love
unless we can beat up
or debate
the best
get in the last word
away from the herd
and constant punks
phoney drunks
who laugh
and watch football
and go retire
into the night
I say good bye
guy
Yes, God gives us almost nothing but hell
a daily smell
same thing round and round
and then all over again
and again and again we pray
but theres no escape
and if you've crossed me watch out
the universe is eternal
and i'll hit you back
but BOTH either you and I
can't win
we just sin
keep on bein' depressed
but...
And I do it all the best
I put you all to the test
and you fail
again and again
and maybe thats why
you all
don't like me
but I say Learn !
You must Learn
if even from me
for I do it all
at five foot six
not six foot five
I got to the top
number one
up there with
the dove
I did it all
and I keep doing this all
with no respect, regard, or love
AND WITH NO HELP FROM ANY OF YOU
You should learn from me
if no one else
ignore those
who constantly read
and don't write
their own art
who constantly listen but don't state
in poor taste
I'll take what they got
ready or not
its better than sugar coat
its better than the tried and true
the run of the mill
the thrill
for me
is the coward who speaks
loud
and yells proud ! or what ever it is
Yes
We are all trapped in some kind of prison
we can't make decisions
no not even me
stuck in the day
can't leave the house
doing the bills
and drinking the coffee
til we get out there
and find
and not so kind
All around us are drunk and dumb
and they want us to join in
with all the fun
they put pressure on us
to come
and be lonely too
but all alone, I find a fun party
yes all alone, i find true wisdom
and around others who disrespect and neglect
my art
and me
whats the point of that I say
to all of thee
nobody cares
yes
nobody really loves
they just get drunk, say good bye, and they hug
its a pointless 'nother day
a broken erection
and they're losing all the elections
so they're marching in the streets
they know they better
the grandstand
and it may be their final stand
they rage against the man
so lonely and Godlessly scared
they dream only nightmares
they claim
but I say they're happy
happier than me
those trust fund babies
having their fun
for now
and holy cow
they'll cry at a funeral
someday
maybe soon
and when nobodies really looking
they'll just smile
and Thank the Lord
it ain't them
today
hey
if you wanna see real fear
come sleep in my head at night
with me !
you'l see Satan and ghouls
and you'll see where I am going
when my days are through
I try to pray to God
but its no use
Its only a rouse
God seems to hate me too
as i wallow in bad luck
but I don't give a fuck
I pray again and again
and I ask God
Why won't you help me ??
Why won't you make me that star ?
that I was always meant to be
and God just smiles and sends me more cancer
never the answer
rarely the dancer
testing me til the end
and again and again
and I pray
and I realise
that I am trapped in some kind of prison
yes this is already hell
for hell couldn't be any worse
here,..there is no reason
here, its always too busy season
and i am stressed
I'm gonna die of a heart attack i just know it
and who cares ?
no one
thats who
and guess what else fool
No one cares about YOU TOO
really deep down inside
If no one cares about me ,.
well think about it
YOU JUST DO !
NOW !
THE MATRIX !!
EVERYDAY IS THE SAME
You think you're having fun
but its the same old shit
You just want to Leave
really
and get away
and there is the one
who berrates you
constantly stalks you
harrasses and mocks you
and even when somebody grows balls for you
and kicks his ass
he soon dusts himself off and he soon
comes back !
and is at it again
if not in this walk
in your dreams
and you wake up
heart beating fast
5;00 am
and you pray
you cling to your spouse
you try to cling to a God
who only sends you more bad dreams
yes,..nothings ever happy there
no happy endings
JUST LIKE HERE !
only a sudden wake up
on shock and stun and awe
at how bad this really
all is
They used to beat and humiliate you
and maybe even rape you
but even worse they
ignored you
and you were so fucking great
'coulda changed the world and earth
but you grew old
and grew girth
watched them all get stoned
and just Laugh at you
And its funny how
theres no Gods among men amongst them
they're all just typical artless and run of the mill
they think they know thrills
but don't tell me about your wife
and your life
your just yuppy lice
parasites
AT BEST
or just more white trash
looking for your stash
and blaming all the rest
who don't know what to do
so you look to me
In anonymity
and then pretend I don't exist
fools !
THE MATIX !!
PRAY BOY PRAY
I control all !!
I say who Lives and Who...
DIES !!
And who,..
CRIES !!!!
PRAY MAN PRAY !!!
ITS YOUR ONLY ESCAPE
For one day Satan calls
666
The grip of evil is so strong
and the proof is how hardly anyone
listens to me
and look no further than THAT !!
